miércoles, 15 de abril de 2009
♥ they
But oh no they were not like us.
They, thank God, are different. Is like when you are walking on an asphalt street and suddenly you are walking on clouds. The same sensation of take off your shoes and feel a refreshing cold on your tired feet.
Sometimes they just look you in the eye while you are talking. Even when you are crying or shouting they smile, making you more angry. But with just one word they can give you answers, and almost every time they show up in your life, and you are not so concerned with yourself and notice it, a new universe open its doors to you.
When you are lucky, they let you stay with them for a period of time. But this is not easy: Requires selfcontrol from your part...actually, I wouldn't say selfcontrol, I guess is better to call it maturity.
Enough to enjoy like a child and enough to know how to stop. You are allowed to everything, you don't have any restrictions, all of them depend on you.
Once, I told them I was tired of this reality, i wanted to be with them all the time becasue everything in here was unfair and painful. I prefered to quit on this world and go with them definitely... They answered I was not prepared yet.
If I was prepared, I wouldn't have asked for it, and didn't think on that possibility all time. They show me the way to stay with them being here, like being in two places at once. When I let myself go I feel relieved, like if asleep I felt more alive. But I don't go with them frequently, I'm so attached here even I don't like it.
They are like the dreams smelling of roses on a beach full of warmness.
They, watch me every night and guide me while I commit sins.
And when I don't know what to do, secretly wipe me tears until I fall sleep
Every morning they show me the beauty in the nonsense, The real surrealism on what I Live.
Last night I flew with them over a forest, we were on a mission. They don't let me remember it quite right, because for some reason, is dangeorus if I say it. All I know is that their magic is going after me, haunting me like if it needed me. I know that's not the reason, for sure I am not here to save the world. But we work togeather every night, and that's why I got so tired every day. There is the answer of my impotence, in that place just my heart remember. They froze my brain, and free my power, that's the reason i feel useless in this place.
Little by little is making sense...
They, thank God, are different. Is like when you are walking on an asphalt street and suddenly you are walking on clouds. The same sensation of take off your shoes and feel a refreshing cold on your tired feet.
Sometimes they just look you in the eye while you are talking. Even when you are crying or shouting they smile, making you more angry. But with just one word they can give you answers, and almost every time they show up in your life, and you are not so concerned with yourself and notice it, a new universe open its doors to you.
When you are lucky, they let you stay with them for a period of time. But this is not easy: Requires selfcontrol from your part...actually, I wouldn't say selfcontrol, I guess is better to call it maturity.
Enough to enjoy like a child and enough to know how to stop. You are allowed to everything, you don't have any restrictions, all of them depend on you.
Once, I told them I was tired of this reality, i wanted to be with them all the time becasue everything in here was unfair and painful. I prefered to quit on this world and go with them definitely... They answered I was not prepared yet.
If I was prepared, I wouldn't have asked for it, and didn't think on that possibility all time. They show me the way to stay with them being here, like being in two places at once. When I let myself go I feel relieved, like if asleep I felt more alive. But I don't go with them frequently, I'm so attached here even I don't like it.
They are like the dreams smelling of roses on a beach full of warmness.
They, watch me every night and guide me while I commit sins.
And when I don't know what to do, secretly wipe me tears until I fall sleep
Every morning they show me the beauty in the nonsense, The real surrealism on what I Live.
Last night I flew with them over a forest, we were on a mission. They don't let me remember it quite right, because for some reason, is dangeorus if I say it. All I know is that their magic is going after me, haunting me like if it needed me. I know that's not the reason, for sure I am not here to save the world. But we work togeather every night, and that's why I got so tired every day. There is the answer of my impotence, in that place just my heart remember. They froze my brain, and free my power, that's the reason i feel useless in this place.
Little by little is making sense...
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